Wants

I want to dance. 

I want to act on stage.

I want to sing. 

I want to travel the world.

I want to teach.

I want to have a job that i love.

I want to write and be good at it. 

I want to have more sincere friends.

I want a family that actually wants me in their life.

I'm sick of feeling like the reject or the black sheep.

I just want to be accepted and loved for who i really am!! 

Is that too much to ask?!?

Not for Connor. 

Thankfully i have been incredibly blessed with him. 

He has been so good to me. 

Better than anyone i've ever known.

He is raw.

Honest. 

Loving.

Sincere.

He accepts me.

He loves me.

He wants the very best for me. 

He wants to see me work through my issues and become strong again. 

Confident in myself and the world again.

I love him very much, despite all my pain and anger towards the worlds and my life.

I just wish i had other friends who felt the same way.

I was made for community. 

I was made for friendship, i desire a group of friends of my own. 

When will they come!?